Wednesday, April 8, 2015

I am going to love courageously

I had started The Love Courageously Challenge but then stopped.

Now that baby's born and things are slowly returning to a more normal state, I decided to start again.

Day 1:  I read the original post that prompted this challenge as requested.  I started to cry.

Because it truly takes a lot of courage to break the habit and right now I am not being courageous but a real coward and letting the old habits take over.  I am disgusted by myself and the repeated sorrys to my children feel like sand in my mouth.  I am ready to become courageous again.  I am sorry it took me so long to get hold of myself again.  I am sorry I have let me children down and I am sad to see them afraid of me when I get angry.

I want to see their smiles on all the time and enjoy my company and me theirs.

I am blessed to have a lot of people to help me along the way and I am looking forward to it.


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Wednesday, April 8, 2015

I am going to love courageously

I had started The Love Courageously Challenge but then stopped.

Now that baby's born and things are slowly returning to a more normal state, I decided to start again.

Day 1:  I read the original post that prompted this challenge as requested.  I started to cry.

Because it truly takes a lot of courage to break the habit and right now I am not being courageous but a real coward and letting the old habits take over.  I am disgusted by myself and the repeated sorrys to my children feel like sand in my mouth.  I am ready to become courageous again.  I am sorry it took me so long to get hold of myself again.  I am sorry I have let me children down and I am sad to see them afraid of me when I get angry.

I want to see their smiles on all the time and enjoy my company and me theirs.

I am blessed to have a lot of people to help me along the way and I am looking forward to it.


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