I had started The Love Courageously Challenge but then stopped.
Now that baby's born and things are slowly returning to a more normal state, I decided to start again.
Day 1: I read the original post that prompted this challenge as requested. I started to cry.
Because it truly takes a lot of courage to break the habit and right now I am not being courageous but a real coward and letting the old habits take over. I am disgusted by myself and the repeated sorrys to my children feel like sand in my mouth. I am ready to become courageous again. I am sorry it took me so long to get hold of myself again. I am sorry I have let me children down and I am sad to see them afraid of me when I get angry.
I want to see their smiles on all the time and enjoy my company and me theirs.
I am blessed to have a lot of people to help me along the way and I am looking forward to it.
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Wednesday, April 8, 2015
I am going to love courageously
I had started The Love Courageously Challenge but then stopped.
Now that baby's born and things are slowly returning to a more normal state, I decided to start again.
Day 1: I read the original post that prompted this challenge as requested. I started to cry.
Because it truly takes a lot of courage to break the habit and right now I am not being courageous but a real coward and letting the old habits take over. I am disgusted by myself and the repeated sorrys to my children feel like sand in my mouth. I am ready to become courageous again. I am sorry it took me so long to get hold of myself again. I am sorry I have let me children down and I am sad to see them afraid of me when I get angry.
I want to see their smiles on all the time and enjoy my company and me theirs.
I am blessed to have a lot of people to help me along the way and I am looking forward to it.
Now that baby's born and things are slowly returning to a more normal state, I decided to start again.
Day 1: I read the original post that prompted this challenge as requested. I started to cry.
Because it truly takes a lot of courage to break the habit and right now I am not being courageous but a real coward and letting the old habits take over. I am disgusted by myself and the repeated sorrys to my children feel like sand in my mouth. I am ready to become courageous again. I am sorry it took me so long to get hold of myself again. I am sorry I have let me children down and I am sad to see them afraid of me when I get angry.
I want to see their smiles on all the time and enjoy my company and me theirs.
I am blessed to have a lot of people to help me along the way and I am looking forward to it.
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