I have a client. My first one. I am truly blessed of this.
Yet I sorely stare at my inadequacy- my lack of experience. At the same time feel in awe at myself. For the amount of things I learnt which I would have never thought of before. For looking objectively at my ways with this client and seeing that I need to work more on talking less and listening more.
Its a wonderful learning curve I am in right now. Something which with care and attention I can extend to my own family. To provide the love and support not just to any random person in the street but also to my own loved ones in a more maybe objective way.
The most thrilling feeling however is the fact that this is just the beginning. That I am starting to do something I really truly love. That I know I will take it much further than just this first stop. I am seeing paths lighting up in my way. Paths I had wanted to pursue but never got there- because I now see it wasn't the right time for them. Yet, it is clear now that these paths are still in the achievable dreams.
I am elated!
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Friday, June 1, 2012
Facing myself
I have a client. My first one. I am truly blessed of this.
Yet I sorely stare at my inadequacy- my lack of experience. At the same time feel in awe at myself. For the amount of things I learnt which I would have never thought of before. For looking objectively at my ways with this client and seeing that I need to work more on talking less and listening more.
Its a wonderful learning curve I am in right now. Something which with care and attention I can extend to my own family. To provide the love and support not just to any random person in the street but also to my own loved ones in a more maybe objective way.
The most thrilling feeling however is the fact that this is just the beginning. That I am starting to do something I really truly love. That I know I will take it much further than just this first stop. I am seeing paths lighting up in my way. Paths I had wanted to pursue but never got there- because I now see it wasn't the right time for them. Yet, it is clear now that these paths are still in the achievable dreams.
I am elated!
Yet I sorely stare at my inadequacy- my lack of experience. At the same time feel in awe at myself. For the amount of things I learnt which I would have never thought of before. For looking objectively at my ways with this client and seeing that I need to work more on talking less and listening more.
Its a wonderful learning curve I am in right now. Something which with care and attention I can extend to my own family. To provide the love and support not just to any random person in the street but also to my own loved ones in a more maybe objective way.
The most thrilling feeling however is the fact that this is just the beginning. That I am starting to do something I really truly love. That I know I will take it much further than just this first stop. I am seeing paths lighting up in my way. Paths I had wanted to pursue but never got there- because I now see it wasn't the right time for them. Yet, it is clear now that these paths are still in the achievable dreams.
I am elated!
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Magaly Guerrero said...
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Great to read your words after so many months and find you in a good place. Even if a little nervous, but beginnings are always like that, aren't they?
Now I'm going to read backwards... -
June 1, 2012 at 9:55 PM
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prairiediva said...
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I'm working at finding new paths. I found this post most encouraging. Keep working at it and the lights pop on.
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June 10, 2012 at 10:44 PM
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Great to read your words after so many months and find you in a good place. Even if a little nervous, but beginnings are always like that, aren't they?
Now I'm going to read backwards...
I'm working at finding new paths. I found this post most encouraging. Keep working at it and the lights pop on.
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