at home with 2

I was afraid.
Afraid of the crying baby I had just birthed.
How strange, but for those first few minutes I was.  My life and routine were going to be turned upside down and my worrying on Gregory of how he will all take it was a stress hardly contained.  Besides, although it wasn't such a long time ago that I did the newborn routine, I felt inadequately lost.

Than I breastfed her andalthough I still had misgivings, I knew will do fine.
The weekend though was stressful.  It is my enemy aometimes and I was completely out of sorts.
It's Monday today and life is getting simpler again and finding a routine.  We had a wonderful morning and am looking forward to the rest of the week.

I feel more healthy and energetic than ever before and loved my morning walk with the kids.  I enjoyed busying myself with house chores and juggling both kids' needs.  and when Gregory asked for the breast, I gave it to him.... it felt good having him there once more and baby Maya on the other haha.

Hubs is enchanted with his little girl and is at home with us enjoying the new family and I can't ask more than this.